Thursday, March 20, 2025

When Muscles Won’t Listen: spasticity

Over the past few weeks, I’ve been dealing with some leg discomfort that I couldn’t quite pinpoint. It wasn’t always there, but when it was, I could trace the pain in a line from my hip to my ankle. It mainly happened when I stood or walked, though not consistently. It wasn’t unbearable—more like an annoying tightness tor dull pain.

Since I wasn’t sure what was causing it, I went to see my chiropractor. After an adjustment, I felt some relief, but the issue wasn’t completely gone. I gave it a little more time, but when I noticed the discomfort still lingering, I went back to him for a follow-up.

The Chiropractic Adjustment That Helped Me Understand More

During this visit, he performed a few different adjustments, but one, in particular, stood out to me. As I lay flat on my back, he took my left leg and gave a gentle but firm jerk straight out. Then he did the same with my right leg. Immediately, I felt a release in my hip area, and that’s when I remembered something—I had been experiencing a strange sensation right where my hip bone meets my pelvis.

When I mentioned this to him, he explained that I have something called muscle spasticity. I had heard the term before, but I didn’t fully understand what it meant in my case until he broke it down.

What Is Muscle Spasticity?

Muscle spasticity is when a muscle remains tight or contracted involuntarily, often as a protective mechanism. The body does this to create stability, especially when it senses that something about your movement pattern isn’t quite right.

In my case, because my walking is not completely normal and I have been relearning how to walk, my body has developed some compensations. When we walk, our hips naturally rotate to keep us balanced and moving forward efficiently. But if something interferes with that movement—like past injuries or improper muscle activation—the body may respond by tightening muscles to prevent instability. That tightness, in turn, can lead to pain, discomfort, and limited mobility.

The Bible reminds us in Psalm 18:32: "It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect." Even when my movements aren’t perfect, He is strengthening me daily.

A massage gun

The Impact on My Walking & Leg Pain

I realized that my hip and leg muscles have been overworking to compensate for the challenges I face with walking. My gait mechanics (how I walk) aren’t the same as they used to be, so my muscles have had to adjust in ways they weren’t originally designed to. Over time, this has created tension and spasticity, which contributed to the pain I was feeling from my hip down to my ankle.

While this realization was frustrating at first, it also gave me hope. If my muscles had adapted to move differently, that meant they could also adapt again—to move more efficiently, more smoothly. It wouldn’t happen overnight, but with practice and consistency, I could make progress. As Romans 5:3-4 teaches us: "We glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; and patience, experience; and experience, hope."

How I’m Addressing It – Massage Gun Therapy

After identifying the issue, my chiropractor recommended that I get a massage gun to help manage the muscle tightness. If you’re not familiar with them, a massage gun works by using percussion therapy, which means it delivers rapid pulses to the muscles to increase circulation, break up tightness, and promote relaxation.

I’ve already ordered one, and I’m looking forward to seeing how it helps with my hip, thigh, and calf muscles. My goal is to reduce the spasticity, improve my mobility, and make walking more comfortable. (Easier said than done)! Each step I take, each exercise I do, is an opportunity to refine and improve. I remind myself of Isaiah 40:31: "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."

I never realized how much hip rotation and muscle balance affect the way we move until I started experiencing these challenges firsthand. It’s been a learning process, but I’m thankful for the knowledge I’m gaining along the way.


Muscle Spasticity: Progressing Toward Graceful Movement

Muscle spasticity doesn’t mean I move like a rigid, jerky robot or a character from a horror film. It’s a challenge, yes, but one I’ve been tackling head-on. My goal has always been to make my movements as smooth and natural as possible, and I’ve seen remarkable progress.

They say practice makes perfect, and I believe that applies here more than ever. The best way to improve my movement is to keep moving—to push myself, refine each step, and identify areas that still need work. If I notice something that feels off or awkward, I don’t just accept it. Instead, I focus on that specific motion, adjusting and strengthening the muscles involved until I see improvement.

Spasticity can be unpredictable, but consistency is key. Every stretch, every exercise, every deliberate step forward is part of the bigger picture. Some days, the progress is small—so subtle that only I can tell the difference. Other days, I hit a breakthrough, a moment where everything aligns, and I move with the ease and control I’ve been working toward. Those moments remind me why I keep going. 2 Timothy 1:7 reminds me: "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."

Through all of this, my faith has been my foundation. In moments of frustration, I remind myself of Philippians 4:13: "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." When progress feels slow, I lean on Psalm 46:1: "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."

I share this information because I just became aware of it last week. Even though I have been living my recovery journey for all these years, I still don’t know everything there is to know about myself. I might have a good idea, or I might not be fully aware of all the facts. To me, that is a lesson I can equate to my spirituality.

I have been a Christian for a long time and have learned a lot, but I do not know everything. It is important for me to realize that, so that I may continue to grow when new truths are revealed on my path. When we come to know Christ, we don’t suddenly experience all His wonders at once. Our growth in grace begins when we start on that journey of learning about God, the more we walk with Him, the more we learn of Him and the more we become like Him. (hopefully) Proverbs 4:18 tells us: "But the path of the just is as the shining light, that shineth more and more unto the perfect day."

Final Thoughts

The journey isn’t about eliminating spasticity altogether—that may not be realistic—but rather learning how to work with it, to adapt and refine until my movements become as fluid and effortless as possible. It’s a process, but one that’s well worth the effort.

If you’ve ever dealt with tightness, discomfort, or spasticity in your legs or hips, a chiropractic adjustment or massage therapy might help. It’s always worth exploring different options and learning more about how our bodies work.

I’ll update you all on how the massage gun works for me in the future! Have you ever experienced muscle spasticity or tightness from movement compensation? I’d love to hear your thoughts!

Be encouraged. 🧡



 

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